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It just seems like people are not really talking to me. Don’t know why!!!!!

WOW I am SHOCKED that Excella took Cipher. Billie is taking it as a big sign that that was an act of revenge targeted at me/Billie. I wonder if Elza has an item (even Morpheus's sit out advantage perhaps?) because she doesn't have a shotgun and presumably no friends? Idk.

I JUST WANT ONE ROUND where I'm not fighting for my life!!!!!!

I'm going to give Leon a few more minutes before going to sleep.

What's the worm plan?
This is a new segment where I outline my survival ideas. As stated previously, the animal I feel most represents me and my game, is a worm. I feel like I have been pretty good at wiggling my way out of sticky situations. Like maybe it was enough that I offered to go with Excella for her to decide not to take me? I hope Cipher will be okay, but better him than me over there. 

1. Win the challenge. Billie was saying how she hoped one of us could get the HII/advantage but for me, I want to throw all my eggs into just winning the challenge. I feel like we could coordinate where I don't submit and she submits last to ensure the HII but I don't want to do that. I hate lying to people and I want to try my best to build good relationships rather than vying for a 1 time immunity idol. 

2. I'm doing my best to build relationships with Jessica and Leon. Elza has told me that while she doesn't want to work with me anymore, she doesn't want to target me this TC. I feel bad because she's my most likely target here. She's someone I for sure have bad blood with and don't really want to bring someone like that to lurk in future swaps or merge. 

3. I feel like Albert and Billie do want to work with me. 

4. Gotta to come up with some kind of plan if Elza does have an item here. Just so weird that Excella would leave Elza behind to potentially get voted out. Excella did say people thought they were so much closer than they actually were, but I find that a bit doubtful. 

No news on the zombie apocalypse..

1. Tbh, I feel super burned out from irl stuff -- like family visiting. I really did not pm anyone or do anything related to the game. Hoping I can come back now and feel more energized!

2. The varied challenges!! Everyone has also been great to play alongside. It doesn't really seem like there are any bitter or mean people? Everyone seems really understanding that we're all playing this game and trying to win. I hope it stays like that as we get further along.

3. I like my current tribe a lot. I think I've built goodwill with lots of people? It doesn't really feel like I'll know for sure until we go to another TC and that I do not want to do.

Also a note: I'm pretty sure Dog threw that challenge. Probably to protect Elza but maybe as an added benefit to help me. It doesn't look that good from the outside to see Excella and Cipher on the outcast tribe. Whatever, I'm happy for the win but also just happy to vibe and take the free win.